gratitude

TToT — January 4, 2025

Ten things for which I have been thankful over this past week:

  1. New Year’s Eve games — If you didn’t get to play games with 5 year old New Year’s Eve, you missed out. We played Magnetic, which involved magnets and strategy, Hurry Up Chicken Butt, which is like Hot Potato with a twist, and The Sneaky, Snacky Squirrel, which had game pieces shaped like acorns. Betcha I had more fun than the people who got rained on in Times Square.
  2. Morning Reading — Here’s a quote from Art and Fear, By David Bayles — “…becoming an artist consists of learning to accept yourself, which makes your work personal, and in following your voice, which makes your work distinctive.”
  3. Best comment/conversation on my blog — with Kristin (Finding Eliza) following my Unicorn Challenge story “The Big House” —
    Kristin: Did he get away with it? If so, then what?
    Me: Ah, but that is the fun of a 250 word limit. Your imagination has to take over now.
    Kristin: Grandad and grandson go on to become the robin hood jewel thieves of whatever country they’re in. Stealing from the wealthy and starting a string of food pantries and soup kitchens for the down and out. Eventually they expand and buy big houses to house the homeless. The well known ballad “They did it for us” was based on them.
  4. New word learned: whinge. Whinge definition: British : to complain fretfully : whine (Thank you, CEAyr. I will TRY to stop whinging.)
  5. Sgeoil’s ode to the Sun
  6. Last night’s crescent moon with Venus very visible next to it.
  7. A difficult decision that I made. Once something is decided, it’s so much easier, right?
  8. A long swim on Thursday. Everything feels better after a swim – my hip and my psyche being most affected in a positive way.
  9. Cats — It’s so nice to be greeted when I walk in the door.
  10. Adam — one of my friends from the gym. He sent me this video of comedian that is one of his personal friends. It made me smile.

#TToT

fiction

The Big House

He’s not sure when it began. From the time he was little Opa would show him around The Big House where he worked. It was such a fun place to explore with its secret chambers and hidden passages, big doors, tiny doors, alcoves and cavernous rooms.

One day his favorite stuffed animal disappeared. Opa led him up the sloping lawn to The Big House and pointed to a 3rd floor window. Tiger was looking out the window.

Opa said, “Your job is to rescue Tiger without anyone seeing you.”

He crept down passages and hide behind statues or large plants. He darted up the stairs. On the third floor, he counted doors like he had counted windows from the lawn. Once inside, he ran forward and grabbed Tiger. He repeated the stealth to exit.

Opa was so proud!

Tiger Rescue became their favorite game. Sometimes Tiger was in a bedroom, sometimes in a study. Once he was in the dining room and the servants were setting the table for dinner.

But he was good at it and rarely seen. When he was, the person usually smiled, patted him on the head, and didn’t question.

One day, he and Opa walked on the lawn but he didn’t see Tiger in any window.

“Today Tiger isn’t hiding. I want to play a trick on The Lady. In her room, on the dresser, is a necklace that’s very sparkly and has a big jewel. That’s the room,” he said, pointing to a window.


This is my submission to the Unicorn Challenge. If you want to participate, write a story inspired by the photo, 250 words max. Then, link it to the post like I did.

poetry

Ode to a New Daily Planner

Oh 2025
You stretch before me
On unwritten pages
Clean
Fresh
Full of hope

I wrote a prayer in you
To start things off
Opening you
Pressing you flat

Birthdays and
Other reminders
Are scattered throughout
But I know
(as do you)
There is more to come

By December 31
You will be full
Of occasions
Good
Bad
Happy
Sad
Momentous
Minute

Life
In a book
Written by me

Dear 2025 planner
Come with me on my travels
Bear witness to my events
Remind me
Always
Of what is important


This is my response to this week’s W3 prompt: write an ode.

Life

When you make a cup of coffee…

When you wash your hands, when you make a cup of coffee, when you’re waiting for the elevator – instead of indulging in thinking, these are all opportunities for being there as a still, alert presence.

Eckhart Tolle

A photo from my trip to British Columbia in February 2024 (which was one of the highlights of 2024)

It’s the first day of 2025, a day when we have a fresh start on a new year. 365 days lie ahead, unspoiled, full of potential and hope.

I’m one of those people who DOES make resolutions and here are mine.

  1. Post here more regularly. Tentative schedule
    • Wednesday — one-liner Wednesday — sponsored by Linda Hill. Today’s word is “coffee.”
    • Thursday — W3 (poem) — sponsored by The Skeptic’s Kaddish. This week’s challenge: an ode.
    • Friday — Unicorn Challenge — new photo posted each week. Write no more than 250 based on it.
    • Saturday — TToT — Ten Things of Thankful
    • Sunday — Writing Dice — luck of the roll — a gift from my daughter — I’ll post pictures when the time comes.
    • Monday — writer’s choice
    • Tuesday — writer’s choice
  2. Be present in the moment. See quote from Eckhart Tolle.
  3. Cut back on things that aren’t important.
  4. Invest in things that are important.
  5. Clean the house.

gratitude

Starting #TToT

One of the other bloggers who participates in The Unicorn Challenge, Clark from The Wakefield Doctrine, posts Ten Things of Thankful (TToT) every Saturday. He actually mentioned ME a time or two — when he liked the piece I had written for The Unicorn Challenge — which took me by surprise, but also got me scanning the list each week.

Looking ahead to 2025, I want to be more thankful. Life has been hard and pity parties are so easy to attend. I have other resolutions that I’ll post in a few days, but I’m going to start to today with this one: Post Ten Things of Thankful (#TToT) on Saturdays as a look-back on specific moments in my week.

My Ten Things of Thankful will NOT be things like FAMILY — even though I’m incredibly thankful for my incredible family — or MY JOB — even though I am mostly thankful for both my jobs. No — I’ll give you specific moments for which I am thankful.

  1. The 96 Chair Debacle — When an order for 24 chairs showed up as 24 BOXES of chairs (4 chairs in each box), I felt slightly panicked. They had been ordered for the senior program and I wasn’t sure where the error was. In the meantime, 24 boxes of chairs filled the lobby space. A little bit of problem solving and we all laughed. I am thankful for laughter. And an excess of chairs.
  2. Ready to crawl — I saw my newest granddaughter on Christmas Day on all fours, rocking, and smiling up at me when I went to retrieve her from a nap. Very cute.
  3. Woodstoves — I house/cat sat for a friend who has a woodstove. What a cozy source of heat! I love sitting by the stove and reading.
  4. Paid vacation — Do you remember the first time you were able to take paid vacation? I do. Forty-some years later it has not lost its luster. I took Monday off as a vacation day, then had Tuesday-Wednesday as paid holidays. With the weekend preceding those three days, it meant that I had FIVE days off in a row, three of which were paid. Heaven.
  5. Christmas dinner — On Christmas Day, my oldest daughter hosted the dinner. It’s always a joy to sit down to eat with family — four of my children, one spouse, one grandhcild, my brother, and one close family friend.
  6. Rum balls — Those rum balls given to me by a member/friend (I mentioned them in my Christmas 2024 post) have been AMAZING. He should add that much rum every time.
  7. A dead mouse — Yes, you read that right. I walked into my bedroom the other night and there was that distinctive “dead” smell. I was still house/cat sitting at that point, so I didn’t have to sleep in the room (yet), but I got out a flashlight and searched for the culprit. No luck. The next few nights I stayed in one of the other bedrooms and searched when I could. Today I cleaned. And cleaned. And cleaned. I still can’t find it. But I AM thankful for a much cleaner room!
  8. Swimming — only another swimmer would probably understand that Zen-feeling of swimming laps. I started swimming again because my hip is hurting, but it provides mental health as much as hip relief. Thankful for the pool, the ability to swim, and an aching hip that drove me back to the water.
  9. Brooks Chicken — I love Brooks Chicken! It’s a local barbecue chicken place. One of my co-workers retired and it was the chosen fare for his retirement party this past week. I was thrilled. If you’re ever in upstate New York, I highly recommend checking it out.
  10. Bowling — My 5 year old granddaughter came to where I work and went bowling yesterday. It was SO nice to see her and the whole family!
Bowling with a 5 year old

fiction

Nick Nack Paddy Whack

“That damn dog is out there AGAIN,” her boss cursed. He gave it a swift kick in the ribs, yelling all the while. “GET OUTTA HERE, YA NUISANCE!”

The dog yipped in pain and skulked away.

She grabbed some scraps she had pushed to the side of the cutting board. “Gotta go to the loo,” she called, as she hurried toward the market’s public restrooms.

She found the dog, shivering, cowering around the corner. She knelt to give it the scraps she had trimmed. Clucking like a mother hen, she stroked his head with one hand as she let him lick her palm clean before she headed back to the butcher’s stall.

Every day was the same. The dog arrived for the scraps that were headed for the garbage anyway. The butcher cursed and kicked the poor animal. She would, at some point, smuggle some food out to the dog.

The next day the cycle would repeat.

One day, the butcher showed her the gun. “Bought this to deal with that damn nuisance dog,” he said.

“You can’t shoot the dog,” she said, her heart quickening with fear.

“You gonna stop me?” he challenged, facing her and puffing out his chest.

“N-n-n-o,” she stammered. “It’s just that we’re in the middle of town. You can’t shoot here.”

The dog came that day and he gave it a particularly vicious kick.

In the afternoon, when he went to play boules with his friends, she took the gun out of the drawer.


This is my response to the Unicorn Challenge which is to write no more than 250 words and base it on the photo.

This is also for Dawn who wanted more of the story regarding At the Therapist. I’m not sure if kicking a dog warrants a shooting. I need my shooter to go into some sort of fugue state for this to work.

I may have to give this another go.

Faith

Christmas 2024

The other day I had a woman in my office making the obligatory small talk of the season.

“Are you ready for Christmas?” she asked.

“No,” I replied, “not even close.”

“Well, have you at least set up your tree?”

“No,” I said, wishing the conversation over, but she was persistent. She told me that she had three trees and their Christmas village set up. She had started shopping in August, and that she just had to buy gifts for her cousin’s granddaughter and her neighbor’s niece and she would be all done.

“No, I haven’t done my shopping either,” I told her.

“You’ve got to do something,” she said.

I thought for a minute and then said, “I’ll get out the nativity set tonight.”

She beamed at me and went on her way.

I didn’t get it out.

The truth is this has been a very hard season. Thanksgiving was rough. December has gone downhill from there.

I could bore you with all details of my messy life, but suffice it to say that it’s like the matted fur of a cat that doesn’t groom itself and becomes impossible to get a comb through. And that matted mess shows up in the worst places. Ignoring doesn’t fix it.

I need to do something — but it’s not Christmas decorating.

The only semi-Christmassy thing that I’ve done is read an Advent devotional called Watch for the Light. It’s a book I’ve read before, but it beckoned to me from the shelf and I heeded its call.

Yesterday’s devotional in it was by Annie Dillard: Bethlehem She describes going to ground zero in Bethlehem, to the very place where Jesus was born.

As if, I thought skeptically, we know where that is.

I have a friend who says the Christmas story is just a fable, a nice tale made up by people, but without a lick of truth to it.

I think he is just as wrong as the ground zero crowd who make their pilgrimage to the place Dillard describes: “A fourteen-pointed silver star, two feet in diameter, covered a raised bit of marble floor at the cave wall. This silver star was the X that marked the spot. Here, just here, the infant got born.”

She goes on a few paragraphs later, “Any patch of ground anywhere smacks more of God’s presence on earth, to me, than did this marble grotto. The ugliness of the blunt and bumpy silver star impressed me. The bathetic pomp of the heavy, tasseled brocades, the marble, the censers hanging from chains, the embroidered antependium, the aspergillum, the crosiers, the ornate lamps — some human’s idea of elegance — bespoke grand comedy, too, that God put up with it. And why should he not? Things here on earth get a whole lot worse than bad taste.”

Things here on earth get a whole lot worse than no Christmas decorations, too. Seriously.

Here it is, Christmas Eve. The bits of red and green in my kitchen are not decorations I got out, but gifts.

  • A Santa tin filled with rum balls. The man who gave them to me apologized, “Usually my wife makes them, but, you know…” His voice trailed off. I did know. Her dementia is more and more evident. “I may have added way too much rum,” he said. We both laughed.
  • A plate of cookies topped with a bow, another gift from one of my regular office visitors.
  • A wrapped gift that is clearly a book. “Put this under your tree,” the person who gave it to me had said. I hadn’t the heart to tell her that I had no tree.
  • A few other small wrapped gifts, the kind co-workers give each other. My unfinished gifts still sit on my desk.

And yet, and yet — into this undecorated unholy world, I welcome the Christ.

Lord knows, I need Him this year more than ever.

He doesn’t give one whit about the trappings. He wants to patiently unmat the mess that is me. The question is, will I let Him?

fiction

At the Therapist

“Close your eyes,” he said. “Tell me what you see.”

She lay on the couch in the office and forced her eyes to close.

“You’re holding your breath,” he said. “It’s important that you relax. Go ahead and exhale through your mouth, then take a slow breath in through your nose.”

She obeyed as best she could. “I don’t want to be here,” she said.

“Where?” he asked. “In my office? Or where your mind is taking you.”

“I’m at the park by the fountain,” she replied.

“What kind of day is it?” he asked.

“It’s a perfect day,” she said, with a hint of a smile. “The sun is out, but it’s not too hot. There are people out, but not too many.”

“How could there be too many people?” he asked.

“Sometimes the tourists take over. These are all locals. I know them.”

“Can you tell me who’s there?”

She paused, as if scanning the scene. “John is at the fountain. Old Mitchell is on the bench with Eliza.”

“Are you forgetting the bocce players?” he prodded.

“I don’t want to look at them,” she said.

Silence settled over the room.

Finally, he said, “Keep breathing. You’re safe here.”

Obediently, she exhaled again. Her eyes were closed and she seemed relaxed, but then he watched both hands form fists. She brought them together over her abdomen.

“What’s happening now?” he asked.

Her whole body tensed.

“BAM!,” she shouted.

Her eyes flew open.

I shot him,” she said.


This is my contribution to The Unicorn Challenge. It’s an easy challenge (hahaha) — write no more than 250 words and base them on the photo.

fiction

The Ice Cream Shop

“Those are weird flavors,” Charlie said.

His mom looked down at him. “What are you talking about?” she asked.

“The ice cream flavors,” he repeated. “I suppose doughnut ice cream could be good, but it depends on the doughnut, right?”

His mother looked in the direction of Charlie’s stare. The new ice cream store hadn’t listed their flavors by the window but rather their offerings. She started explain that to Charlie but he was still talking.

“– and sandwich ice cream? What kind of sandwich?”

He paused and his mother almost jumped in again, but he got excited and exclaimed, “OH! I get it! It’s not sandwich flavored ice cream! That would be silly!”

His mother smiled and nodded encouragingly.

“It’s ice cream sandwiches! Right, Mom?”

“Yes, but, no –” she started.

“Baking ice cream??” Charlie read incredulously. “You can’t bake ice cream. Even I know that.”

His mother thought about mentioning Baked Alaska, but Charlie plowed on.

“Ice cream flavored ice cream?!” he said. “That’s not a real flavor, is it?”

His eyes moved down to the last placard by the ice cream window. “Gifts and more,” he read. He shook his head, puzzled.

A young woman leaned out the open service window. “Would you like to try this?” she asked, holding out a dish of ice cream. “I took our ice cream flavored ice cream and added some doughnuts for extra flavor, then I put it in a sandwich and baked it a little. It’s my gift to you.”


This is my submission to the Unicorn Challenge. (250 words based on the photo) I know, I know — it’s not really an ice cream shop, and it’s not an ice cream window. I just kept staring at the wee Highland cow and was stumped.

fiction

The Pirate

“Told you,” Johnny said, sweeping his arm toward the boat as if putting it on display.

“You told me you found an abandoned pirate ship. That’s just an old boat,” Jack said. His disdain showed in his voice and face.

“I saw a pirate on it,” Johnny replied. “He stood right up there in the front –

“-the bow?” interjected Jack.

“Yeah, the bow. And he was holding a telescope -“

“- a spyglass?” interjected Jack again.

“Yeah, a spyglass, and he was looking over into those trees,” Johnny said, pointing to the trees behind them.

Just then both boys heard someone crashing through those very trees. They both stared as a pirate – THE pirate – emerged!

“ARRRGgghh,” said the pirate.

Jack’s know-it-all eyes grew big.

The pirate stomped straight toward the boys. The spyglass that Johnny had described was now looped through his belt and hung at his hip. On the other hip, a huge revolver dangled. The pirate held his cutlass high and slashed it through the air as he approached. “ARRRGgghh,” he said again, looking straight at the boys.

Jack inched behind Johnny and tugged at his shirt. “C’mon,” he hissed urgently. “Let’s get out of here.”

Johnny didn’t move. He just stared at the pirate who was growing every closer.

When Jack took off running, Johnny couldn’t control himself anymore and burst into laughter.

“Thanks, Uncle Tom,” he said to the costumed man. “That was the best.”


This is my response to the Unicorn Challenge. It is such a fun weekly challenge, and it’s simple! Write no more than 250 words and base them on the photo prompt. That’s it.